Wicked.

A descriptive intensifier for adjectives and other descriptive words.

I am wicked tired of being put in role I am placed in when it comes to my family, my brothers and me. I am the oldest. But since our parents died, I dont feel like either of them once has given a rip about how I am holding up. I thought and wanted us to bond together in the wake of loosing our parents. it feels like the opposite happened. And I know I am accountable for the role I played but when will I be forgiven. I begin to forgive myself. And understand how difficult it is when others wont forgive you.